It boils inside me. The feelings won’t leave me be. They are rolling through my mind and taunting me with their sticky black painful intent. Why? Why won’t my mind let me be? Why can’t I be free of these feelings?
The worst part? I feel fucking selfish for having them. Just as I am about to let my feelings out, I notice that one of the people I know has also posted about her emotional pain. I cannot be selfish. No way. I cannot let out the way that I feel now. It isn’t right. It isn’t fair.
So I have no choice but to pack it down, as always, and just let the blackness eat away at what is left of my soul.