I have had yet another typical night. My medication knocked me out at 11.30pm and I woke up again at 2.30am due to searing pain in my back. I managed to fall back asleep but was awake again at 3.15am having had a night terror. I am so tired of having such broken nights. Exhaustion means I am even less able to cope with the swirling mess inside my brain. When will it stop?